neyra's love story

How do you know when you're in love?

2012-02-04T21:38:00.000-08:00

You know you are in love when every time you start to think about the one you love, butterflies start flying in your stomach.

You know you are in love when you can't stop touching that person.

You know you are in love when you feel miserable when you are away from that person.

You know you are in love when you start planning a future in your head.

You know you are in love when can't stop smiling every time you see that person.

You know you are in love when you feel like you can't live without the person. It feels like you can't be without them for even a second. When you see them you get excited because you know you’re going to spend time in your day with the person.

You know you are in love when you trust each other completely

You know you are in love when you can have them hang out with your friends without being nervous or humiliated or any other feeling of insecurity

You know you are in love when you can be yourself around them and they don't care how you act, they love you for who you are and you also don't want them to change, they are fine just the way they are

You know you are in love when you have day/night dreams about you being together for the rest of your life

You know you are in love when you'll blush a lot even by the slightest comments like "You look nice today" and you have a tendency to stare and then when he notices, you'll look away blushing and smiling

You know you are in love when you can picture yourself being married to them, having as many babies as you want or can handle, and died at an old age with them

You don't even need to ask anyone else if what you're feeling is love, because you just know it deep down, and you feel like the other person knows too. It's this connection between you that you couldn't imagine life without, that you can't exactly describe, and that you never think to doubt. For me being in love is wonderful and yet painful. Because I love him I am going to wait. Love is worth any pain and wait. :)

Jealous

2012-01-21T19:35:00.000-08:00

Jealousy in romance is like salt in food. A little can enhance the savor, but too much can spoil the pleasure and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening. But when I would see the situation where I cant do anything, my first instinct, my first reaction would be jealousy, because she was doing what I wanted to do. I'm sorry fifteen alphabets, for this kind of feelings. It shouldn't be because you are not mine but only your heart is mine. ilysmmmm ♥

budak MU

2011-12-18T16:03:00.000-08:00

bila aku sedih, kau buat aku senyum kembali

bila aku sakit, kau teman aku setiap hari

dan insomnia aku sudah ada ubatnya kini

kau ubat tidur aku setiap dinihari

sepuluh jam menanti semalam, sudah diganti dengan sepuluh jam di atas talian malam tadi.

terima kasih budak MU.

aku hargai dan hanya kau yang mengerti. :')

Halal relationship till in Jannah, Insyaallah

2011-12-18T10:28:00.000-08:00

I wish there will be someone propose me like this.
"bercinta lepas kahwin must be much more awesome and full with barakah"
tahniah Dena dan Ariff.

Jika namamu yang tertulis di lauhul mahfudz untuk diriku....

2011-11-09T09:37:00.000-08:00

Jika namamu yang tertulis di lauhul mahfudz untuk diriku....nescaya rasa cinta itu akan Allah tanamkan pada diri kita. Tugasku bukan mencari dirimu tapi mensolehahkan diriku. Wahai seseorang yang tertulis di lauhul mahfuz ku.... Imamku dan ayah dari anak-anakku. Engkau yang bersama dalam perjalananku nanti...aku percaya kamu sedang memperbaiki dirimu untuk menjadi imam bagi tulang rusukmu dan buah hatimu kelak ♥

Love rhyme

2011-09-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

A heart is not a play thing,

A heart is not a toy,

But if you want it broken,

Just give it to a boy.

Boys they like to play with things

To see what makes them run,

But when it comes to kissing,

They do it just for fun.

Boys never give their hearts away,

They play us girls for fools,

They wait untill we give our hearts.

And then they play it cool.

You will wonder where he is a night

You will wonder if hes true,

One moment you will be happy,

One moment you will be blue.

If you get a chance to see him

Your heart begins to dance

Your life revolves around him,

Theres nothing like romance.

And then it starts to happen,

You worry day and night

You see, my friend, you're losing him

It never turns out right.

Boys are great, though immature

The price you pay is high,

He may seem sweet and gorgeous

But remember, hes a guy.

Don't fall in love with just a boy

That takes alot of nerve.

You see, my friend, you need a man

To get what you deserve.

So when you think that you're in love,

Be careful if you can

Before you give your heart away

Make sure that hes a man.

bila masa berlalu...

2011-08-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

bila masa berlalu...
susah untuk gambarkan ceritera yang sedang berlaku...

kerana kita sendiri juga tidak tahu...
bagaimana untuk mengambarkan kisah itu...

biar hati ini sakit, biar hati ini pendam tanda tanya itu...

biar kasih dan cinta itu padam semua kisah lalu...

biar masa terus berlalu bawa semua ceritera itu...

biar aku pergi dengan masa yang berlalu...

maafkan aku hati, kerana terus biar kau disakiti...

maafkan aku kasih, biar saja aku mati...

maafkan aku kerana biarkan masa ini berlalu...

Berhenti mencari rindu

2011-07-29T11:56:00.000-07:00

Aku berhenti mencari rindu
yang pernah kau titipkan kepekatan malam.

Aku berhenti mencari rindu
yang pernah kau titipkan pada teriknya matahari.

Aku berhenti mencari rindu di pagi ketika embun.

Bercumbu dengan kabut, aku lelah.

Mencuba mengungkap hasrat hati, aku tak mampu.

Mengakui bisik hati, di hadapanmu.

Jadi aku berhenti untuk semua perjuangan yang tidak bererti ini.

Maaf, semoga kelak kau mengertil.

Demi cinta Allah yang ku kejar, kuatkan hatiku untuk bertahan, berikan ku kecerdasan akal untuk sentiasa berfikir tentang kuasaMu, hulurkan pertolonganMu di saat-saat aku hampir tewas, sinarkan Nur hidayahMu untuk aku terus di jalanMu.

untuk awak yang saya sayang dan cinta,

selamat malam, awak ♥

I wanna grow old with you

2011-07-26T21:46:00.000-07:00

I wanna make you smile

Whenever you're sad

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad

All i wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches

Build you a fire if the furnace breaks

So, it could be so nice growing old with you,....

I'll miss you

Kiss you

Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you

Feed you

Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink

Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink

Oh I could be the man that grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you.

Dear sayang, I wanna grow old with you....Insyaallah.

kita kuat.

2011-07-17T11:42:00.000-07:00

setiap dugaan yang datang dari Allah itu, kekuatan bagi kita.

apa yang berlaku, ada hikmahnya.

apa sahaja pengakhirannya, itu takdir yang sudah ditetapkan.

saya tahu saya kuat, dan saya tahu awak juga kuat

Medicines and IV Drips

2011-07-14T22:22:00.000-07:00

I.Dont.Like.This

untuk awak, anak Muhammad itu.

2011-07-14T12:10:00.000-07:00

"saya benci sebab saya harus menunggu.

saya benci sebab saya harus sabar.

saya benci sebab saya selalu rindukan awak.

saya benci sebab saya tak bencikan awak.

saya benci sebab saya cintakan awak."

untuk awak, anak Muhammad itu,
Cinta adanya di dalam lubuk hati,
jika harapan & keinginan yang berlebih akan cinta,
maka yang di dapat adalah kehampaan.

untuk awak, anak Muhammad itu.
terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup saya.
tidak kisah sama ada ianya sementara, atau selamanya.
minta maaf andai saya pernah buat salah pada awak.
sesungguhnya masih ada kekhilafan dari dalam diri ini.
tiada yang sempurna tuhan ciptakan di muka bumi ini.

untuk awak, anak Muhammad itu.
jika diberi pilihan,
saya hanya akan sentuh awak di tempat yg takkan membatalkan wudhu awak,
iaitu hati awak.
dan saya hanya ingin cinta yang halal di mata dunia dan akhirat.

untuk awak, yang bernama
******** ***** *** *****
terima kasih
untuk enam puluh tiga hari yang awak luangkan untuk saya.
untuk si hijau comel itu,
untuk si hitam wangi itu,
untuk si coklat petak itu,
untuk si merah hati itu,
untuk semua kenangan itu.
jaga si kembar hijau seperti awak jaga maruah diri awak.
jaga memori itu seperti awak jaga hati awak.
terima kasih untuk semuanya.

Jangan hidup dengan topeng di wajah awak.
Hidup dalam kepura-puraan hanya akan menyeksa awak.
Tunjukkan diri awak dan katakan 'Inilah AKU'.

ya Allah ya Tuhanku,

Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan dia bukan miliku

Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku

Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku

Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewa

Berikanlah aku kekuatan

Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit

Hilang bersama senja nan merah agar aku bahagia

Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya

ya Allah yang maha dikasihi,

Agarku bisa bahagia semula

Gantikanlah yang hilang

Tumbuhkan yang telah patah

Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya

Ku inginkan bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

Ya Allah,

Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu

Sesungguhnya ku mohon apa yang telah Kau takdirkan

Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku

Kerana Engkau maha mengetahui segala isi hatiku

Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini

Peliharalah aku dari kemurkaanMu.

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin.

Sebab mengapa anda perlu menjadi SINGLE

2011-07-13T22:31:00.001-07:00

kalau bercinta perlu ke bangga? perlu ke menunjuk? tergedik sana sini bergesel macam kucing gatal antara satu sama lain? tahukah anda, jadi single adalah lebih cool dari couple? dibawah adalah antara sebab-sebab mengapa anda perlu menjadi single...

1. Bebas dan berdikari

Nak shopping ke, pergi mana ke tak payah fikir macam-macam. bila rasa bosan, terus pergi mana yang kita suka dan apa yang kita nak buat. nak beli baju baju, potong rambut ke, nak beli handphone baru ke, tak perlu mintak izin or nasihat pasangan. bukan dah sah suami kita atau isteri kita sibuk nak mintak izin bagai kan? BEBAS untuk buat apa sahaja tanpa perlu fikir komitmen yang ada. nak keluar lepak dengan kawan-kawan dan berkenalan dengan ramai kenalan baru juga tak perlu ada rasa risau pasangan kita rasa cemburu.

2. Jadi rakan yang baik

siapa kata takde couple kita membosankan? banyak masa terluang itu boleh kita luangkan bersama rakan-rakan. pergi shopping sama-sama, tengok wayang ke, buat aktiviti berfaedah sikit kan? sekurang-kurangnya boleh erat kan lagi hubungan antara rakan-rakan. masa ni lah kita nak kenal siapa diri kita, siapa kawan-kawan kita. kalau dah sibuk couple, ada korang ingat kawan-kawan? ada masa nak lepak bersama?

3. Lebih banyak masa berkualiti di rumah

kalau dah couple mesti tak lekat kat rumah kan? sekurangnya kalau jadi single, kita akan lebih banyak masa akan dihabiskan di rumah bersama keluarga. apa salahnya tolong ibu dan bapa dirumah, buat aktiviti bersama untuk eratkan lagi hubungan kekeluargaan? ada sentimental value yang tersendiri.

4. Kaut keuntungan dengan part-time

dah banyak sangat masa sebab takde couple untuk dating, mana tahu kita boleh kerja part time kan? tak pun cari side income lain dari kerja-kerja yang boleh dibuat dari rumah je ke? business apa-apa ke. blogging pun boleh lepas tu kenal kawan-kawan baru kalau pergi gathering ke mana-mana. mana lah tahu masa ni lebih ramai kenal kawan yang sama minat dengan kita?

5. Jimat kos

yang ni memang tak dapat disangkalkan lagi. kalau dah single serius kos hidup tak meninggi. cuma fikir kalau berdating setiap hari tak ke kos meningkat? nak kena bawak pasangan keluar makan, tengok wayang, duit minyak kereta lagi, shopping lagi, hadiah anniversary la hadiah hari jadi la macam-macam. bila dah single, kita boleh jimat kos dan simpan duit yang leih tu untuk kegunaan masa hadapan. boleh belanja untuk keinginan pelik-pelik seperti melancong bersama kawan-kawan, beli handphone baru, laptop baru, iPad ke apa kan?

6. Kurang beban tanggungjawab

kalau dah single, sememangnya akan kurang sedikit beban. tak perlu risau nak jaga hati pasangan ke, kawan-kawan si dia ke. tak perlu risau juga tentang penerimaan keluarga. lepas tu kalau dah single ni, memang takde beban nak pujuk pasangan merajuk atau pening pikir hari-hari nak bergaduh ke apa. apa yang penting, tanggungjawab untuk diri sendiri. semua keputusan terletak pada tangan kita sendiri.

nota kaki: heh, aku SINGLE ke? bai.

Untuk Awak.

2011-06-29T10:31:00.000-07:00

Awak,

saya tidak pernah beritahu awak tentang sesuatu perkara yang saya sendiri tidak pasti sebenarnya. awak tahu ke apa perkara yang satu itu?

Awak,

saya bahagia bila awak kembalikan senyuman saya yang hilang itu. buat satu ketika, saya rasa awak akan buat saya tersenyum sampai bila-bila.

Awak,

saya gembira bila awak sentiasa ada untuk saya. bila saya perlukan awak, awak ada untuk saya. hingga saya terfikir, awak akan teman saya sampai akhir nafas saya.

Awak,

semua itu sementara. saya tahu pelangi yang tuhan cipta untuk saya itu indahnya sementara. saya tahu tiada pelangi yang akan kekal disitu. walaupun saya sentiasa berharap tuhan kurniakan pelangi kekal buat saya.

Awak,

saya rasa awak tahu perkara yang satu itu. yang saya sendiri takut. dan awak juga takut. pengalaman lalu mengajar kita perasaan takut itu. tapi awak tahu tak? semua orang layak diberi peluang kedua.

Awak,

terima kasih kerana hadir dalam hidup saya. tidak kisah sama ada ianya sementara, atau selamanya. untuk awak yang saya kasihi, saya hargai awak ada dalam hidup saya ketika ini.

apabila tiada hati yang faham tentang melankolik hati yang sedang melanda diri. jatuh tergadah di tempat yang salah tidak tersambut. aku tanya dalam diam, dengan mata pejam. wujud sunyi tanpa soalan dan jawapan dari sang pelangi. telanjang jiwa aku mengadap tuhan. sayu rindu, kecamuk hati yang satu.

Bila April

2011-04-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

"Di mana ku letakkan jiwa ini... seakan berterbangan untuk mencari tempatnya. Hatiku kan selama memuja dan menyinta...kau kekasih ku hilang..."

Bila April tiba

Hati mula berkata

Setahun lamanya

Perkenalan kita

Ku tanya padamu

Kapankah hatimu

Akan ku miliki

Selama abadi

Di April yang itu

Kau katakan padaku

Sabarlah menanti

Takkan lama lagi

Kau senyum bermakna

Padaku kau pinta

Berikanlah oh waktu

Kenalilah dirimu

Bila bila April

Aku menantimu, aku menantimu

Dan bila April, bila April

Dapatku pastikan, cintaku ini

Dan bila, bila April

Bibirku pasti akan bertanya

Kapankah kau milik ku..

APRIL'S CUPCAKE:

too many history happened from April 2006 untill April 2011. 5 years already, but still can't forget about it as we still close with each other. You are my bestfriend, my soulmate, my everything. Thank you dear, and I wish you good luck in your future. Congratulation for your new job. I wish that our friendship is last forever, MSA ♥

p/s: the chocolate cupcake and baby E72 like some symbolic that only I know what it is. =.=

Inside every girls' heart...

2011-03-21T01:44:00.000-07:00

Inside every girls' heart, there is always a boy who is not their boyfriend

They may be once loved, or they may have like one another

But why aren't they together?....

Perhaps, it was because some other friends hence he/she did not pursue you,

or perhaps because of his/hers family, both of you did not be together,

or maybe she was just being considerate towards her own future that she did not waited for you....

Perhaps you just got to know each other too early,

therefore you did not know how to treasure one another,

Maybe you just got to know one another too late,

where you have already got someone with you,

Or maybe you just got to realize it too late,

when he/she is no longer waiting for you,

Or perhaps you were too busy guessing what was in his/her heart,

and you did not make any move after all,

But, even if both of you did not get together

You are still friends,

But you know it clearly at the bottom of your heart that for this person,

you would simple care just a little more than any friend

Although you could not hold his/her hand and go shopping just like any boyfriend/girlfriend did

But you are friends that can chat almost about anything

When she has someone she adores, you will try helping her to pursue him

yet you were not too sure if you would ever wish that she would success

When she is in trouble

You will try your very best to help her

and never even think of reciprocation

When your boyfriend/girlfriend is jealous,

you will just tell your boyfriend/girlfriend that they are just a friend,

But deep down your heart, you weren't even sure if that is true

In everyone's life,

there must be a special friend like this,

someone that causes you such confusion

At first, you might not like to be "just friends"

But as time goes by, you will soon realize that this is the best for both,

You would rather care for him/her this way

than to be together and broke it off someday,

You would prefer to be his/her friend

so that you will not get jealous about each other and hence you could talk about almost everything

Especially in this way,

you will know that,

she will forever care for you,

even when we could not be made a couple,

what harm does it brings even being a special friend of hers?

Does this remind you of someone that is in your heart now? Who that is?

There are often too many relationships that does not correspond,

and only ended up not being friends anymore

You may always feel that it could have been better friendship instead

But eventually, just because of a simple sentence such as "I like you"

and if you did not correspond in the same way, it may put your friendship at risk

and hence it is completely comprehensible that why some people will never take such a step

Because it is really like a gamble,

after you had confess your love, you could either be a couple

or you could no longer be friend

Because there are things that we are not able to predict, perhaps if he/she does not mind,

you could still be friend, but there are certain things that is no longer the same as before...

Terima seadanya...

2011-03-06T10:44:00.000-08:00

Cinta adanya di dalam lubuk hati, jika harapan & keinginan yang berlebih akan cinta, maka yang di dapat adalah kehampaan. Terimalah cinta apa adanya. ♥

Rasa itu... RINDU

2011-01-16T11:57:00.000-08:00

rindu. apa itu rindu bagi kamu? tanya mereka,"Apakah makna rindu itu sebenarnya?". Rindu adalah meninggalkan yang majazi dan menggapai yang hakiki. Rindu adalah menyatukan segala takluk pada jasmani dan rohani. Rindu adalah segala keluh-kesah dan tunduk menyerah. Dan sekian banyak lagi nukilan jiwa tentang rasa yang menjalar itu. Namun tentunya, si perindu adalah terpelihara daripada cela nista,jika itu adalah pelukan daripada hadrat kekasihnya.

ada pertemuan, ada perpisahan, dan disinilah makna rindu itu memberi peranan. tapi, ada juga yang tidak bertemu, masih terasa rindu itu. tidak percaya? hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu perasaan rindu kita kepada orang yang tersayang. seberapa penting rindu itu tergantung kepada orang yang dirindui, dan seberapa lama rindu itu bertahan terhadap orang yang dirindui.

ada orang, walaupun jauh beribu batu sekalipun, masih berhubung untuk menghilangkan rindu. tapi, tuhan saja yang tahu perasaan itu bagaimana. siapa yang berdaya menahan rasa rindu? apabila rindu itu menyapa, sakitnya rasa yang menghimpit hati itu hanya yang merindui sahaja yang merasainya bukan?

rindu itu datang lagi

menyapa diri di kala sepi

melakar rasa di lubuk hati

wahai rindu mengapa menghimpit hati?

andai aku tahu ini rasa rindu

merindui si cinta hati yang dikasihi

menyayangi dia sepenuh hati

aku pasti mencari rindu itu dari dulu lagi

akan aku simpan rindu ini

terjalin rapi di tangkai hati

biar tersemat kukuh tidak berlari

merungkai segala kekeliruan hakiki

aku ingin engkau disini

menemani saat aku sepi

aku rindu setengah mati

tanpa kau di sisi

kadang aku lelah

kadang aku sedar

sakitnya menahan rindu

indahnya rasa rindu

aku hanya ada kamu
aku rindu

coretan rasa rindu

170111 : 0400

Dreaming

2011-01-13T23:07:00.000-08:00

I used to dream of eyes so blue

And loving arms to hold me.

I used to dream of heroic knights

And how gracious they would be.

I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle

For anything less than best.

I used to dream of how he would majestically

Lay all fears to rest.

I used to dream of fairy tales,

How wondrous would they be

I used to dream of story books

All patterned after me.

I used to dream of a lot of things,

But the moment I met you,

I immediately stopped dreaming,

Because all of my dreams came true.

Warning about Love.

2011-01-02T19:54:00.000-08:00

You must love yourself before you can love another. But before you can love yourself, you must know and understand yourself profoundly. This deep understanding of yourself will automatically lead you to love yourself (since you will become aware of your divine essence) and you will also love every other person at that same moment (because you will recognize that same divine essence in every other person).

There is always the risk of getting hurt (when love switches to fear), so remember to fully love and trust in your constant decision to love rather than fear.

Recognize that any feeling of jealousy is a clear sign of fear. Therefore the most appropriate response is to begin loving again (since we cannot love and fear at the same time).

Realize what you have while you have it, and care for the person you trust.

If something comes to an end, try to let go rather than holding on; it's for the best.

The idea of love is fueled by childhood fantasies. The love shown in movies, as obtainable as it may be, is rare to say the least.

You just may find your soulmate sooner than you intended.

If you feel any doubt of the love your partner has for you, make sure that your suspicions are grounded in reality. If you hurt your partner as a result of undeserved mistrust, he/she may end up doubting both your love for them and theirs for you.

Don't ask for love. You should receive love because your partner wants to give you love, not because you want it from your partner.

Do not force love. It will come in good time—perhaps not with the person you initially want, but love definitely will come if you are willing to share it with someone.

BROKEN HEART

2010-12-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

*A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.

*A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.

*A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.

*A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.

*A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.

*A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.

*A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.

*A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.

*A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.

*A BROKEN HEART is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.

*A BROKEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.

*A BROKEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.

*A BROKEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.

*A BROKEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."

*A BROKEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.

*A BROKEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.

*A BROKEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on.

Falling in love? but why?

2010-11-06T07:51:00.001-07:00

We all want to fall in love. Why?

Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,

where every sense is heightened,

and every emotion is magnified.

Our everyday reality is shattered

and we are flung into the heavens.

It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,

but that doesn't diminish its value,

because we are left with memories

that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Lewat hening ini..

2010-11-01T14:04:00.000-07:00

Lewat hening malam ini,
pena aku masih menari mencoret sesuatu.
sesuatu yang tidak mungkin terjadi berulang kali selepas ini.

Bayangan semalam menghantui jiwaku lagi.
aku takut , aku gusar.
tapi, harta aku yang satu ini tidak mampu untuk menghalangnya terus hadir.
seperti aku menanti esok fajar menyinsing,
seperti itu juga aku menanti suatu anugerah yang tidak mampu aku miliki itu.

Pada kedewasaan yang meniti,
ku lukiskan impian,
ku ukirkan haluan,
ketika itu terasa diriku kekosongan dalam pencarian hingga ku temui kamu.

Ku coretkan padamu kata penyambung bicara.
rasa malu aku itu bagaikan berlipat di dalam lembaran itu.
bagaimana nanti tawamu itu yang aku tidak pasti,
memberi harapan atau khayalan?

Hujan malam..seorang gadis ini dibuai sepi.
Didadanya ada luka.
Dihatinya ada sengsara.
namun, redup tatapanku ini adalah luahan jiwa.

tinta ini berhenti di sini,
masih mencari sesuatu yang pasti. ♡

pena rasa,
neyra shazeyra

(video) Tanda Lelaki Sayang

2010-10-18T12:27:00.000-07:00

mengalir air mata aku saat aku melihat video ini.
kesan di hati terasa kembali.
minta maaf andai aku pernah buat salah dengan mereka yang pernah aku kasihi.
sesungguhnya masih ada kekhilafan dari dalam diri ini.
tiada yang sempurna tuhan ciptakan di muka bumi ini.
dan, jujurnya aku juga begitu.
akan aku mencintai dia sepenuh hatiku andai kata dia betul-betul menyayangi aku. ♥

6 bulan.

2010-10-08T04:28:00.000-07:00

Doa untuk yang bercinta.

2010-09-22T02:05:00.001-07:00

Bingkisan doa untuk yang sedang bercinta:

Ya Allah,

Seandainya telah engkau catatkan

Dia milikku tercipta buatku

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku

Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami agar kemesraan itu abadi

Dan ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi

Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini

Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Tetapi ya Allah,

Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan dia bukan miliku

Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku

Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku

Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewa

Berikanlah aku kekuatan

Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit

Hilang bersama senja nan merah agar aku bahagia

Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta,

Agarku bisa bahagia semula
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

Ya Allah,
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu
Sesungguhnya ku mohon apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau maha mengetahui segala isi hatiku
Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Allah,

Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku

Ku pasrah kepadaMu

Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini

Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian

Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat

Demi untuk mengelakkan terjurusnya aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran

Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman

Yang bisa menemani aku

Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat melayari bahtera

Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin.

nota untuk si dia:

"Saat ini aku menanti diri menjadi yang halal buatmu. Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal di mata dunia dan akhirat"

Lelaki yang perlu DIJAUHI

2010-08-26T22:22:00.000-07:00

malas nak cakap banyak. kalau dah bercinta, hati jadi buta. eh bukan! kita yang buat diri kita buta sebenarnya. di bawah ini, tanda-tanda LELAKI YANG PERLU DIJAUHI. kalau ada tanda-tanda di bawah yang wujud dalam diri lelaki yang kamu cintai, haruslah dijauhi lelaki sebegitu. errr...terpulang kepada individu masing-masing. selamat bercinta!

TANDA-TANDA LELAKI YANG PERLU DIJAUHI:

1) TERBURU-BURU MENGAJAK BERKAHWIN

Baru je sebulan berkenalan, atau tak sampai sebulan kenal, tibe2 die berbicara tentang kahwin dan terus mengajak kamu bertunang dan terus berkahwin. konon2nya alasannya terlalu cinta dan takut kehilangan kamu. kalau lelaki yang benar2 jujur mahu jadikan kamu isterinya, dia mesti ingin mengambil masa yang agak lama untuk mengenal hati budi seterusnya mencari kerasian antara kamu. Makanya, mungkin dia terburu-buru kerana mempunyai maksud tersirat yang tidak kita ketahui niat buruknya. Berhati-hatilah!

2) KAYA DENGAN KATA-KATA MANIS

Perempuan memang mudah terpikat dengan lelai romantik dan suka berkata2 manis dan pandai menyusun ayat. Tapi, awas! Kata majalah Remaja - “Berwaspadalah apabila dia sering mengeluarkan kata2 segalanya hanya untuk kita berdua atau kita akan sentiasa bersama selamanya walau apapun yg terjadi.” wahai rakan2, jangan mudah sangat percaya kata-kata lelaki seperti, pandai memujuk rayu. Sebenarnya, lelaki yang pndai bermain kata mempunyai maksud yang tersirat. Di awalnya segalanya akan sentiasa lembut dan penyanyang, namun setelah hubungan semakin lanjut, barulah si dia menunjukkan taringnya dan memasang perangkap!

3) SIKAPNYA BERUBAH-UBAH

Si lelaki ini amat sukar difahami dan fikiran serta perlakuannya sering berubah-ubah. Kita tak dapat jangka setiap tingkah laku yg dilakukannya walaupun dalam masa yang singkat. Misalnya, di talian suara begitu ceria dan ceria untuk berjumpa, tapi menjadi masam dan berubah tiba-tiba apabila sudah berjumpa. Kamu juga rasa seperti tidak bebas dan tidak seronok, takut2 tersalah bicara dan melukakan hatinya. Jelas di sini, kamu tak jadi diri kamu sendiri tapi hanya memuaskan hati sebelah pihak sahaja.

4) TERLALU CEMBURU BUTA

Lelaki ini harus dihindar secepat yang boleh. Bukan apa, apabila cemburu menguasai diri, apa saja boleh si dia lakukan, termasuk memaki hamun dan menuduh tanpa usul periksa, sehingga boleh mendatangkan kecederaan pada mana-mana pihak. Si dia tidak akan peduli samada kamu rapat atau bermesra dengan temat rapat atau sesiapa sahaja. Kalau boleh, kamu hanya untuk dia dan setiap saat kamu mesti menghantar laporan kepadanya. Jika kamu terus setia dengan lelaki seperti ini, kelak memakan diri.

5) SUKA MERENDAH-RENDAHKAN KAMU

Lelaki yang suka merendah-rendahkan diri kamu seolah-olah tiada rasa hormat kepada kamu. Setiap apa yang kamu lakukan dan pakai, pasti mengundang rasa tidak kena pada si dia. Lebih teruk kalau kamu tidak ikut arahannya. Dia akan terus memperlekehkan dan mengancam aku. Lambat laun, kamu akan rasa terlalu merendah diri dan hilang keyakinan diri.

6) SUKAR MENERIMA PENOLAKAN

Si dia tidak akan sesekali menerima penolakan dari kamu. Jika kamu membantah kata2 dan keinginannya, dia tidak teragak-agak memarahi kamu dan memukul atau mencampak apa sahaja barang di sekitarnya. Lebih parah jika dia mula memukul kamu. Setiap perbuatannya tadi ditujukan kepada kamu, atas sebab kamu degil kerana tidak menurutinya. Kalau kamu terus berdamping dengan lelaki seperti ini, kelak kamu akan rasa seperti pak turut kepada lelaki ini.

7) GUNAKAN MATERIAL SEBAGAI GANTI

Apa sahaja yang kamu minta mesti si dia akan cuba penuhi. Namun, tanpa disedari, itu merupakan cara untuk mengikat dan memerangkap kamu. kononnya, si dia telah menyempurnakan apa kamu minta, dan kini gilitan kamu untuk menyempurnakan permintaan dia. Kamu perlu berhati-hati, jangan ingat dia terlalu baik, kelak memakan diri. Jangan2 termakan budi, dibalas body!

Biar (untouched version) - Fynn Jamal

2010-08-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

mata tua yang memandang aku itu--
bundar
pudar

dia tak mahu bilang apa yang mencengkam jiwa usangnya
“biar”
katanya, “biar”.

wahai ayahanda
berhentilah walau sebentar
dan renungkan mataku yang melaut
khabarkan yang jujur dan ujar
apa menyerabut?

wahai ayahanda
bercukuplah menggagah tulang rapuhmu
akukan lemahmu
perikan penatmu
kisahkan jerihmu
aku mahu tahu

mata tua yang bagai ada sakti dewa-dewi itu--
harum
senyum

dipukaukan aku nan terus terpana dan terlupakan
“biar”
katanya lagi, “biar”

wahai ayahanda
bisikkanlah walau sekali
izinkan aku menumpangkan bahu
berikan aku seperca dari beban kamu

wahai ayahanda
lihatkanlah aku
berlari kini
melompat tinggi
setiapnya kerna kau tak pernah pergi

ah, apa masih ingat lagi
aku suka lari-lari?
kau bagaikan tak peduli
ku biar kau patah hati

ah, apa masih tidak lupa
tengking jerit sama-sama?
makan tak mahu semeja
sahabat lebih berharga

ah, apa mampu kau sudikan
ampun maaf ku sujudkan?
bisa tidak kau teruskan
ku sesat kau tunjuk jalan?

ah, apa layak aku bagi?
tak terbalas sampai mati
kau sungguh yang paling tinggi
istanamu syurga nanti

credit: blog Fynn Jamal

p/s: hari-hari aku dengar lagu ni.

Distance.

2010-08-14T13:01:00.000-07:00

Never in a million years did I think I'd find someone so utterly and completely perfect, someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But then I found you and realized that everything I anticipated you to be doesn't even compare to who you are. ♥

Love youu, sepet.

2010-08-11T10:24:00.000-07:00

“Love is like a blazing flame, golden and full of warmth.”

I Love Youu, Sepet.

no matter what.

>___<

Tips Memelihara Cinta Sejati

2010-07-28T00:03:00.001-07:00

Cinta bukanlah daripada kata-kata tetapi segumpal keinginan yang diberikan kepada hati yang memerlukan. Sememangnya hidup bercinta dan untuk dicintai amat mudah, tetapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai sukar diperoleh. Ikuti tip bagi memelihara cinta sejati.

1. Pilih pasangan yang sesuai

Janganlah sesekali jatuh cinta dengan seseorang yang sangat berpotensi. Wang dan rupa bukannya penyuntik cinta sejati. Terlalu banyak pasangan memilih teman hidup yang sebegini dengan harapan mereka berpeluang menikmati segalanya.

Secara jujur, tanyalah pada diri sendiri: "Dapatkah aku mencintai dia dengan cara yang sebenarnya tanpa harapan untuk berubah?" Jika tidak, buatlah keputusan untuk cari yang lain.

2. Jangan terburu-buru

Jangan menurut kehendak nafsu seks. Pasangan yang melakukan hubungan seksual akan mencipta suatu keintiman yang salah dan boleh menuju ke arah kekecewaan.

3. Percaya akan kelemahannya

Jangan mengabaikan keputusan untuk memiliki sesuatu hubungan atau perkara yang diingininya. Misalnya, jika pasangan membuat suatu penyataan seperti, "saya tidak melaksanakan komitmen dengan baik?" percayalah dia.

Anda seharusnya tanya pada diri sendiri; "adakah dia sudah bersdia menghabiskan waktu untuk aku atau semata-mata untuk hobinya kemudian baru mengingati aku"

4. Tutup mulut

Jangan cuba menceritakan tentang keburukan atau kelemahan pasangan kepada rakan. Bertanggung jawab dalam mengungkap perasaan anda terhadapnya dan saling merahsiakan antara satu sama lain. Cara sebegini dapat mengelakkan daripada berlakunya sesuatu konflik dan hubungan emosional anda berdua.

5. Terima seadanya

Terima pasangan dengan niat hati yang ikhlas. Bukan hanya sewaktu bercinta, pada awal perkahwinan dan sewaktu berbulan madu, tetapi amalkan date night sekali seminggu.

6. Jadi pemerhati

Bersikap pemerhati terhadap pasangan. Cuba memerhati dan memahami tingkah laku dan pemikirannya. Paling penting, sentiasa mengambil berat setiap apa yang berlaku. Ini mengelakkan daripada pasangan berani menipu dan cuba melakukan sesuatu di luar jangkaan.

7. Buktikan siapa diri anda

Fokus pada setiap perkara yang anda gemari dan tidak daripada pasangan, serta cuba berbincang cara bagaimana menyelesaikan masalah tersebut berdua.

8. Mr . Right kembali

Sedang asyik bercinta, orang yang pernah berpaut di hati anda suatu masa dahulu, tiba-tiba muncul di hadapan. Bagi anda yang menghadapi masalah sebegini, adalah suatu perkara sukar untuk diselesaikan, bukan?

Perasaan buntu dan bercelaru tentunya datang dan memaksa diri membuat keputusan. Buat keputusan agar tidak menyintainya lagi. Lupakan segala sejarah silam dengan memulakan kehidupan dan cinta baru.

9. Bukan perigi cari timba

Anda tidak pernah merakan bahawa cinta sejati seperti objek yang keras atau seolah-olah berke! lakuan syok sendiri. Malah, anda haruslah sama-sama berinteraksi dan berbincang terhadap apa yang berlaku dalam perhubungan.

10. Hargailah diri sendiri dan pasangan

Hubungan yang sihat akan meningkatkan penghargaan diri dan pasangan. Untuk memperoleh hubungan yang lebih harmoni, setiap pasangan perlu menghargai diri sendiri dengan cuba mengungkapkan kata-kata romantis atau lakukan sesuatu kejutan terhadap dirinya.

credit: Cinta Sejati

Tanda-tanda lelaki yang jatuh cinta dgn jujur dan ikhlas

2010-07-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

Si dia bersungguh2 melakukan sesuatu utk kekasihnya dgn rela dan bukan kerana terpaksa.
Si dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan sanggup berubah demi menyenangi hati pasangannya.
Si dia byk menasihati kekasihnya kerana si dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.
Si dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya kerana perasaan cemburunya yang meluap2. (maksud: mengambil berat stiap apa yg dilakukn oleh kekasihnya)
Si dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.
Si dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya kerana si dia sentiasa berasa curiga jika kekasihnya dikacau lelaki lain.
Si dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dgn kekasihnya.
Si dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya.
Adakalanya si dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian kerana si dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari org lain.
Si dia menjadi org yg paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.
Si dia pandai merajuk hati kerana ingin dipujuk dan dimanjai oleh kekasihnya.
Si dia akan menggelabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripadanya terlalu lama.
Si dia sentiasa memastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.
Si dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.
Si dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya kerana si dia tidak mahu kasih sayang antara mereka menjadi luntur.
Si dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yg tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.
Si dia cuba meluangkan lebih byk masa dgn kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa mengorbankan masa dirinya sendiri.
Si dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan org lain.
Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, si dia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dgn cinta perempuan lain namun si dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.
Apabila timbul org ketiga,si dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.
Si dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai org yg paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.
Si dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau si dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100% mencintai kekasihnya.
Si dia sanggup menitiskn air mata demi kekasihnya..Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan air mata hanya untuk seorang perempuan. *Tidakkah anda terharu melihat seorang lelaki yg sanggup menitiskan air mata demi anda?*

apa?

2010-07-14T00:26:00.000-07:00

apa yang kita baca, itu yang kita terapkan.
apa yang kita lihat, itu yang kita dapat.
apa yang kita pegang, itu yang kita banggakan.

Precious Love .

2010-07-13T10:00:00.001-07:00

There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you hurts me even more ...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself,
I'm in love with you.

You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time.
You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love is a precious gift that people
try to hold onto until the end of time,
even when there is nothing left to hold.

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh,
but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

True love is when you have to watch a friend leave,
with the knowledge that you might never see him again.
But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever...

Love starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.

waiting..

2010-07-06T01:58:00.000-07:00

Waiting...
For you to express yourself.
Waiting...
For you to say you want me.
Waiting...
To see your Smile and see you laugh.
Waiting...
For you to wrap your arms around me.
Waiting...
For you to never let me go.
Waiting... for you to realize what is in front of your eyes.
It seems as though I have been waiting a lifetime.
But, you are so worth it.
Each day brings us closer and closer together.
...Waiting...

Takdir.

2010-06-18T21:52:00.001-07:00

ketika duduk diantara kesepian sambil memandang gelitanya malam,
berdiam diri dalam gelap di rimba kesunyian pikiran
terbungkus penderitaan yang mengharap ampunan-Mu terbuka
agar masa kini membiarkan masa lalu dengan kenangan

melambai masa depan dengan keikhlasan
di kala kumemandang dengan hati pilu mengiris butir-butir kebahagiaan
saat merasakan derita dan pedihnya penderitaan yang jauh dari-Mu
di dalam keheningan yang diam telah kupasrahkan kepada-Mu
penuh dengan kerinduan yang mensesakkan dada mengharap
kepada-Mu sebuah butir-butir kebahagiaan
di dunia impian dan akhirat kelak

yang mendakap kalbu tersembunyi dalam jiwa
mengharap menemukan sebagian butir-butir dari kebahagian
dalam mengarungi bayangan kehidupan yang melangkah dijalanku
memohon anugerah dan redha-Mu
tercurah agar dapat menghirup segarnya kehidupan
dalam perjalanan jiwa mengucapkan kata-kata-Mu penuh kegaguman
dengan titisan air mata
yang menjadi pendamai jiwa dan menggema dalam hati
merasakan butir-butir kebahagiaan
saat kehidupan menerima takdir kepastian-Mu

Heartless. yes, this is me.

2010-06-13T04:18:00.000-07:00

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so, cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night....

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

song: Heartless - The Fray

Quote for today.

2010-06-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

"Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness. Every act creates a ripple with no logical end." - Scott Adams

"Love is like a blazing flame, golden and full of warmth." - Ben Oliver

"To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance." - Oscar Wilde

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

If we discovered we only had five minutes left to say all we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people telling other people that they loved them

Falling in love with your best friend: How to handle it?

2010-06-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

When you fall in love with your best friend you never know what to expect. It can be the start of something beautiful, or the end of a friendship if the feelings aren't returned? feel the same way right now?

The most difficult part is...deciding whether or not to tell them that you have fallen in love with them will be the hardest decision that you ever make. No matter which choice you make you will wonder if you made the right one until you feel secure in the status in of that relationship.

Falling in love is a different experience for everyone. Friendships are valuable things that make people feel secure and loved. Falling in love with your best friend is a scary endeavor. Handling it can be even scarier. and i always get tucked in the middle of this problem!

Don't panic! it's not the end of the world in fact it can be the beginning of something wonderful. You have trusted them with all of your secrets and they have been your rock through the hardest times of your life. Now you feel those feeling of friendship developing into more. This is a scary time for you and you become full of all sorts of hidden fears you have never felt before.

There are two big fears that come along with falling in love with your best friend. The first is whether or not to tell them and what if they don't feel the same way about you that you do about them. The second is the fear of losing your best friend. There is a superstition that friends that date cease to be friends when the relationship ends.

Should you choose to tell them instead of tucking the secret away from the light of day you need to pick you timing carefully. The best way to tell them is simply to be honest. The best time to tell them is usually when you begin to suspect that they fell the same way about you.

So, how to deal with it?

Observe if he/she has the same feelings for you
Take your time.
Spend some time together.
Humor may help.
It's important to understand what he/she needs, and be there for him/her.
If you're lucky and compatible, things will work out.
After some time, you may just need to tell him/her.

Now do the two of you act on your feelings? Provided the two of you choose to date each other you will want to take things slowly. You have to be careful because a bad ending to this relationship can cost you one of the most precious friendships that you have ever had. Think about all of your actions before you take them.

Communication is important in both friendship and dating. Make sure to keep that line of open communication that you had before you fell in love with them open after you fall in love with them. It may not be easy but it is vital in the preservation of the friendship even if nothing comes of the love you feel for them.

Jealousy is not an attractive accessory on anyone. Should your best friend be involved with someone when you realize that you have fallen in love with them be supportive of the relationship. Tearing into the one they are with will only make you look bad, decrease the chances of having something more than friendship with them and increase the chances that the friendship will come to an abrupt halt.

No matter what happens once you fall in love with your best friend you must always remember to live your life in a way that makes you happy.

GOOD LUCK!

(◡‿◡✿)

Love Hurts Poem

2010-06-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

You say you're confused
You do or you don't
And it hurts
You say it may change
It will or it won't
And it hurts
You say we'll be fine
We shall or we shan't
And it hurts
You say you're worth trust
I can or I can't
And it hurts

They tell me to change
I don't and I fail
Cause it hurts
They tell me to work
I won't and I fail
Cause it hurts
They tell me to trust
I shan't and I fail
Cause it hurts
They tell me to smile
I can't and I fail
Cause it hurts

You tell me to smile
I try and I do
But it hurts
You tell me to trust
I try and I will
But it hurts
You tell me to work
I try and I shall
But it hurts
You tell me to change
I try and I can
But it hurts

notes:
never love a love that hurts...
never hurt a love that loves...

Love For Gaza

2010-05-31T22:23:00.000-07:00

I never knew death until I saw the bombing of a refugee camp
Craters filled with disfigured ankles and splattered torsos
But no sign of a face, the only impression a fading scream
I never understood pain
Until a seven-year-old girl clutched my hand
Stared up at me with soft brown eyes, waiting for answers
But I didn't have any
I had muted breath and dry pens in my back pocket
That couldn't fill pages of understanding or resolution

In her other hand she held the key to her grandmother's house
But I couldn't unlock the cell that caged her older brothers
They said, we slingshot dreams so the other side will feel our father's presence
A craftsman
Built homes in areas where no one was building
And when he fell, he was silent
A .50 caliber bullet tore through his neck shredding his vocal cords
Too close to the wall
His hammer must have been a weapon
He must have been a weapon
Encroaching on settlement hills and demographics

So his daughter studies mathematics
Seven explosions times eight bodies
Equals four Congressional resolutions
Seven Apache helicopters times eight Palestinian villages
Equals silence and a second Nakba
Our birthrate minus their birthrate
Equals one sea and 400 villages re-erected
One state plus two peoples…and she can't stop crying
Never knew revolution or the proper equation
Tears at the paper with her fingertips
Searching for answers
But only has teachers
Looks up to the sky and see stars of David demolishing squalor with hellfire missiles

She thinks back words and memories of his last hug before he turned and fell
Now she pumps dirty water from wells, while settlements divide and conquer
And her father's killer sits beachfront with European vernacular
She thinks back words, while they think backwards
Of obscene notions and indigenous confusion

This our land!, she said
She's seven years old
This our land!, she said
And she doesn't need a history book or a schoolroom teacher
She has these walls, this sky, her refugee camp
She doesn't know the proper equation
But she sees my dry pens
No longer waiting for my answers
Just holding her grandmother's key…searching for ink

by;
Remi Kanazi
http://palestinethinktank.com/

How To Love Someone?

2010-05-23T12:13:00.000-07:00

how to love someone if you have problems loving him. Even if you were hurt by him or even if he hates you there are still some things that you can do in order to love him

+ Convincing yourself that you Love Him

you cant just go and repeat the phrase I love him, you must do something that is more convincing to your subconscious like telling that person i love you. when you say it out loud to him you are actually saying it to yourself but it becomes much more effective than if you said it to yourself. The more you tell him i love you the more you are convincing yourself of the same fact.

+ Visualize being With Him

In case you want to love the person, do the exact opposite; you have to keep visualizing yourself with him. This will further strengthen the new belief in your subconscious mind that you want to be with him.

+ Stay with Him often

Don’t avoid the person that you want to love so that you won’t reduce the intimacy in the relation but instead, stay more with him. Staying close to him won’t only increase intimacy but it will strengthen the belief in your mind that you love him. Every time you see that person you are actually sending a new reinforcement message to your subconscious mind telling it that we may be together one day.

What if everything failed?

What if you failed to love him even though you have tried all of the possible methods? In this case you should think using your mind and not using your emotions. Ask yourself these questions:

1-Am I trying to love him because I feel guilty? (in case he loves you but you don’t share him the same feelings)
2-Is he matching my criteria? Does he posses the similar values?
3-What if I loved him, what will be the future of the relation, will it work?
4-Will this relation make my life better or will it be a drag on me?

If you found that you are acting emotionally based on guilt or on any other emotion then you may have been mistaken in trying to love that person. In this case, taking him as a friend is the best choice.

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you (without you having to plead and beg), its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."

Harmless Flirt

2010-05-03T19:39:00.000-07:00

It's called flirting when u're in a relationship.

And it's called being friendly when u're single..

madah

2010-03-22T18:32:00.001-07:00

Tidak akan patah kemudi iman

jika mulus nakhodanya

di atas layar akidah.

saddness

2010-03-12T09:25:00.000-08:00

there is many things we do and we dont know why we do them! like lying to the one you really care about and didnt plan to loose. it seems like only yesterday when i had you in my arms now your gone with someone new, and it hurts to know that i lost you forever! if only i can tell you how much i love and how much i wanna have you in my arms once more! but thats something i can never do cuz i would not want to hurt your new love. i took you for granted and now i have to live with it. i cry myself to sleep everynight thinking of what could of been, and it hurts when i think that im never gonna find out. all i can say is that im sorry and i wish you the best but when i say that im wishing you the best it kills me inside cuz what im really wishing for is to have you once more!!!

Is the word "love" important?

2010-03-10T01:34:00.000-08:00

God gave us two ears to hear,
two eyes to see and two hands to hold.

But why did God give us only one heart?
Because he wants us to find the other one.

Is the word "love" important?
I don't know but for me,
you are more important.
Do you know why?
Because how can I say "I love you" if you're not here.

Love And Hate

2010-03-05T19:33:00.000-08:00

THERE’S A THIN LINE BETWEEN LOVE & HATE, THAT LINE DIRECTION IS SEALED BY FAITH...

THE LOVE YOU FEEL MAY NEVER BE SEEN, CAUSE THE ONE YOUR LOVING THINKS YOUR MEAN...

IS LOVE HATE, OR IS HATE LOVE?THIS IS OFTEN A QUESTIONED BUT NEVER MENTION...

MY CHILDREN I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART, BUT SOMETIMES THAT LOVE HAS TORN ME APART...

THE HATE THEY GAVE ME CAN’T BE MISTAKEN, IT ALONE CAN ONLY CAUSE ME TO RECKON...

RECKON WHERE DID I GO WRONG, THEN WONDERING HOW TO HELP US GET ALONG...

THERE’S A THIN LINE, I NOW KNOW IT’S TRUE, BUT DOES ANYONE KNOW JUST WHAT TO DO...

WHEN YOU CARE SO MUCH THAT IT MAKES YOU HATE, THEN START TO BELIEVE THAT YOU MADE A MISTAKE...

FOR LOVE SHOULD NEVER BE TURN TO HATE, BECAUSE HATRED IS TRULY A LIVING MISTAKE....

WRITTEN BY: Ticara Love

Happy all the day!

2010-02-13T19:01:00.000-08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!
Happy Chenta Day!
Happy Shining Sunday!
Happy Holiday!

祝大家：新年快乐，身体健康，恭喜发财 . !!

by the way, please enjoy this photo.
Facebook warning on V-day really makes my laugh burst out.

pstt... im not belong to anyone right now but for me who do not celebrating any valentines day, everyday is my valentines day!

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2010-01-26T01:32:00.000-08:00

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Girls, Love, Happiness.

2010-01-25T04:39:00.001-08:00

Girls, Love, Happiness.

Ask yourself. Are you in love? Do u know the difference between lust and love? if it's true that you are in love, are you sure that your partner is the right one for you? THINK.

This entry is written especially for men out there. A message, that i think will help them understand what women wants in relationships. But of course, ladies out there can also take note on the things being said. Let's read what i'm gonna write in here.

GUYS,

#1. REMEMBER! Girls are not aliens. So, please stop shivering when you speak with us.

#2. Be real & and be yourself. Girls does not need an actor in the relationship.

#3. Always remember that, boys think logically and Girls think emotionally

These are the three important facts that guys need to know about girls. How to get a girl who you like? Be a man, Be real, Be talkative, and TRUST yourself . And one of the way to please a girl you loved is by knowing what they want. Sometimes, women can be complicated and it’s up to the men give them their utmost attention.

I don't blame guys if they don't understand girls. Because sometimes, the things that seemed painfully obvious to women can go unnoticed by men! Why? Because how girls communicate is different from how guys did. Girls pick up subtle hints [and sometimes translated them incorrectly] while guys like things being said to their face. Sometimes, the key to understanding your girl is to read between the lines of what she's saying to discover what she really means. so PLEASE pay attention to this:

1. We doesn't appreciate being called fat.

2. We like to be informed in advance if you are going to be late. DON'T make a girl wait for you.

3. Be a gentleman please. Girls appreciate it.

4. Most girls enjoyed being babied and pampered by her loved one [not All, but most of them]

5. When a girl is feeling insecure, she needs reassurance from you.
Tell her she's special, which is why you picked her over the others.

6. Girls always wants to get serious and need committment to avoid heartbreak.

7. When girls told that she don't feel like talking, she means; i really NEED to talk!

so, what do you think guys? WAKE UP! Please try to understand what girls really want in a relationship so it won't lead to heartbreak.

GOOD LUCK, guys.

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demi rindu...

2010-01-21T17:18:00.000-08:00

tiuplah dandelion itu di angin lalu,

dan akan ku seru namamu selalu...

demi rindu... ♥

Blogger - We Care Campaign

2010-01-17T22:10:00.000-08:00

Long Distance Relationship

2010-01-11T00:01:00.000-08:00

There are things that you
can do to LOVE your long distance relationship!

Distance is not the end of the world in a relationship

Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love.

Although you may feel like you are losing faith in your relationship at times, hold fast and trust your heart!

I, like you, truly believe that love & relationships are what make your life special, and that ones built on love & understanding are always worth preserving, regardless of the miles that may separate two people.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE !

All across the world, there are couples just like you who are crazy about each other but are forced by circumstance to live apart...

University students try to concentrate while writing love letters on the Internet to "hometown honeys"...
Executives climb the corporate ladder while their true love waits for their call hundreds of miles away...
Members of our armed forces who protect freedom worldwide...
New lovers who meet while browsing online dating communities ...
Even Hollywood stars, who must sustain love & relationships and marriages while making movies in different countries...

Commuter marriages, online dating, bicoastal romance, long distance love on the Internet...

The fact is that more than 10 million couples worldwide are coping with long distance relationships ... and that number is increasing daily!

In the Loving Your Long Distance Relationship series you'll find valuable relationship advice and discover the secrets to keeping love hot, avoiding relationship problems,
and escaping temptation

"If you want to keep the fires of love burning, read
Loving Your Long Distance Relationship"
- Jack Canfield & Mark Victor Hansen, Chicken Soup for the Soul

credit to: Stephen Blake. link

I’m going to smile!

2010-01-10T02:42:00.000-08:00

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.

~PERTANDINGAN FOTO CHINTA SUCI~

2009-12-16T23:58:00.000-08:00

salam...

tergerak hati mahu join contest dari enchek firdaus di sini:

http://www.firdaushaikal.blogspot.com/

foto chinta suci?

ye chinta kami suci dan sejati.

Ekspresi Cinta kami tidak mampu diungkapkan dengan kata-kata.

cuma satu dalam hati kami,

kenangan semalam adalah memori terindah kami...

Memori Pelabuhan Cinta...

Cinta... Rindu... Kasih...

Kisah Kasih Cinta...

itu kisah cinta kami;

syahirah + shaiful

woot....sweet!

2009-12-07T01:36:00.000-08:00

If You Love Someone
Put Their Name In A Circle Not A Heart,
A Heart Can Break
But A Circle Goes On Forever

I LOVE YOU, BABY !!

Beauty of Love

2009-12-02T17:37:00.000-08:00

special dedicate to eny sickchild72:

You changed my world with a blink of an eye

That is something that I can not deny

You put my soul from worst to best

That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites

You just don't know what you have done for me

You even pushed me to the best that I can be

You really are an angel sent from above

To take care of me and shower with love

When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear

And your touch have chased away all of my fear

You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile

It is even better everytime you smile

It so magical those things you've made

To bring back my faith that almost fade

Now my life is a dream come true

It all began when I was loved by you

Now I have found what I am looking for

It's you and your love and nothing more

Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment

In my life something I've never felt

I wish I could talk 'til the end of day

But now I'm running out of things to say

So I'll end by the line you already know

"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show

5 Signs Your Boyfriend is Cheating

2009-10-18T04:21:00.001-07:00

A cheating boyfriend can cause tension in any relationship. Everyone hopes their partnership is built on trust, but what happens when that bond is broken and you suspect your boyfriend is cheating? Here are a few signs:

Suspicious Computer Activity

These days, it's easy to meet peoples in chat rooms, forums or on instant messenger. Have you seen a suspicious name in your IM window or an unknown chat site in your browser history? A little digging can go a long way. Be careful trying to be a super snooper, though, and give your man space. It's just as easy to meet friends online as it is love interests. Your partner may just be reaching out for other people to talk to.

Sudden Changes in Schedule

Some men may be spontaneous, but most of us keep a set schedule or standard routine in some form or another. This is especially true for day-to-day activities. Has your man's routine suddenly changed without you knowing why? Did his working hours increase or does he have a new gym schedule? Things often change in our lives. In turn, we decide to try and impress our bosses by working overtime or resolve that it's finally time to get into shape. But what raises suspicion is how these changes are communicated to you. Was the decision made without your input? Was there an attempt to include you? Are there any signs of progress?

Emotional Distance

It's normal for the intensity of your relationship to decrease after you've been together for a while. There may have been a time when you couldn't bare to leave each others' sight and now you both enjoy your time alone. This isn't a sign that he is cheating, only that the relationship is starting to settle into a loving and comfortable phase. Nonetheless, take note of any emotional distancing. Has he stopped listening or laughing? Does he seem distant or spacey, almost as if he's preoccupied? Take note if your partner is there physically, but not quite "there" mentally.

Less Time Together

Just as the intensity of a relationship dwindles slightly over time, so may the time you spend together. But spending less time with each other shouldn't be confused with spending no time at all. Don't react too swiftly. Who knows, his company may be ready to close on a huge deal and they need him around the clock. Or there may be some other legitimate circumstance that demands his attention. Many huge time commitments like these don't last for long periods of time and make sense. He may be working 14 hour days, but does he also leave home on weekends? Look for the unreasonable and unexplainable time commitments.

Instinct

Mom always said follow your instincts and this is a time when that motherly voice can come in handy. If your gut tells you that something is wrong or that some other girl has captured your man's attention, then go with it. But take caution with how far you follow these feelings. Ask yourself if they are legitimate concerns or if you yourself are lacking trust.

These tips aren't meant to turn your trusting relationship into a game of hide and go seek and there are always exceptions. Trust first, but don't ignore the warning signs. If there are just too many inconsistencies for comfort, then communicate them to your man directly. Don't let him hear of your suspicions from a friend. Also, try not to be accusatory. Simply tell him how his behavior makes you feel. He may be dealing with other issues that have nothing to do with cheating on you with another girl.

credit to raymond johnson.

what is boyfriend?

2009-08-25T23:20:00.001-07:00

A boyfriend is the last thing a young girl would want. As you grow with the age, you start getting attracted towards other sex. For a girl, it is a boy that she cherishes for. Having a boyfriend makes a girl feel something very special. Feeling loved, liked and admired is great, and a boyfriend gives this feeling to his girlfriend. Having a boyfriend does not only imply towards going out for dates, romantic movies or candle light dinners but it also implies towards gaining moral support, confidence and happiness with him being a part of life. This situation compliments each other. A boyfriend acts as a pillar of strength when his girlfriend needs a shoulder to lean on, at the same time, a guy needs the support of his girlfriend when he is down morally or he is going through any lean patch. This is a relationship of mutual understanding and joint strength.

LOVE is in the air

2009-05-23T08:30:00.001-07:00

"You are the first thing to enter my mind in the morning and the last thing to leave my heart at night."

Definition of LOVE

2009-05-23T07:13:00.001-07:00

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

- Captain Corelli's Mandolin. "Love is the beauty of the soul." --St. Augustine

Cinta Jarak Jauh.

2009-05-22T01:25:00.001-07:00

Bagaimana untuk survive dalam percintaan jarak jauh? ada yang boleh survive, ada yang kecundang. menangis, sedih, kecewa, gembira, sayang dan berbagai perasaan lagi yang hadir dalam cinta jarak jauh... cik eyra sertakan disini sedikit tips utk cinta jarak jauh. credit to majalah REMAJA!

Percaya pada pasangan
Apabila kita berjauhan dengan pasangan, kita hendaklah percaya dengan si dia. Percayalah pada si dia yang dia akan setia dan masih menyanyangi kita walaupun kita berada jauh dari dia.

Berjumpalah walaupun seketika
Jangan jadikan jauh itu sebagai alasan. Cinta perlukan komitmen. Cinta juga adalah tanggungjawab. Walaupun jauh, cuba cari masa untuk berjumpa dengan si dia. Walaupun si jejaka duduk jauh di utara semenanjung dan si gadis duduk di hujung selatan semenanjung, cuba lah cari masa yang sesuai untuk berjumpa. Sudah pasti rindu di hati akan semakin memberontak bila kita berjauhan. Jadi, rancanglah untuk berjumpa jika ada sedikit kelapangan. Sudah pasti ini akan mengeratkan lagi hubungan dan dapat mengurangkan rasa rindu itu.

Tanyalah khabar
Setiap malam, sebelum tidur itu kalau boleh cuba hubungi si dia untuk tanyakan khabar. Jangan mengharapkan si dia sahaja yang akan menghubungi kamu. Sudah pasti si dia akan berasa sukar untuk menghubungi kamu jikalau dia sahaja yang perlu hubungi kamu. Memang cinta memerlukan komitmen tetapi ia akan menjadi sukar apabila sebelah pihak sahaja yang akan memberikan komitmen. Jadi, sama-samalah membantu dalam membina percintaan ini.

Sambut hari ulang tahun bersama
Sekiranya tidak sibuk, cuba sambut birthday atau ulang tahun bersama-sama. Luangkan masa bersama untuk seketika sudah pasti dapat menggembirakan antara satu sama lain. Walaupun perjumpaan itu hanya sementara, tetapi kenangan ketika berjumpa sambil menyambut hari-hari istimewa tersebut bersama sudah pasti akan terpahat kukuh di hati.

Setia walaupun jauh
Ketika kita berjauhan, kita akan terasa sunyi. Orang yang selalu kita jumpa, tiba-tiba kini jauh dari mata. Dan apabila berjauhan, hati menjadi sunyi. Dan pada masa ini lah kawan-kawan menjadi penyeri. Namun begiu, walaupun kita masih mempunyai kawan, kawan hanyalah kawan. Ceria bersama kawan tidak sama dengan ceria apabila kita bersama dengan pasangan kita. Di sini, ada yang kecundang, ada juga yang sampai berpasangan dengan sahabat disebabkan terasa sunyi. Setia lah pada pasangan anda walaupun jauh.

Jarak bukan pemusnah
Cinta jarak jauh memang sukar. Memang meronta-ronta hati bila mana rindu itu datang. Apabila keseorangan, sudha pasti kita akan terasa sangat kerinduan iu. Tetapi ingatlah, jangan jadikan jarak yang jauh itu sebagai pemusnah cinta kamu. Jadikan ia sebagai satu cabaran yang akan memberikan kamu lebih bersemangat untuk meneruskan cinta itu. Jadikan ia sebagai sebagai sesuatu yang dapat menambahkan kasih sayang kita kepada si dia dan mengajar kita untuk menjadi seorang kekasih yang setia.

Men Are Hard To Please

2009-05-16T18:26:00.000-07:00

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;

If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMENT.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

& sooo hard to please!!!!!

i miss you

2009-05-16T18:15:00.001-07:00

"You used to call me your angel,
Said I was sent straight down from heaven...
And you'd hold me close in your arms...
I loved the way you felt so strong,
I never wanted you to leave,
I wanted you to stay here holdin' me...
I miss you,
I miss your smile...
And I need you to know
I miss you..."

kadang-kadang kan...

2009-04-05T04:43:00.000-07:00

Kadang-kadang kita hanya mampu menangis bila kita teringat sesuatu…

Kadang-kadang kita hanya mampu tersenyum walaupun kita sedang menangis…

Kadang-kadang kita terfikir,

“apa yang boleh kita buat apabila impian di depan mata tapi kita hanya mampu melihat?”

Kadang-kadang kita hanya mampu tersenyum dan terus tersenyum…

Tapi… sampai bila?

Sampai bila kita hanya mampu menangis dan tersenyum??

when my love said...

2009-02-24T19:04:00.000-08:00

when he said...
i will answer...

"I Love You"
-->yes, i love youu too

"I never really knew you"
-->i knew you much better now...

"You were just another friend, but when I
got to know you, I let my heart unbend."
-->you are my friend before, but now u r my lover forever. and my heart melt when im in love with youu.

"I couldn’t help past memories that would only make me cry,
I had to forget my first love and give love another try."
-->yes, u must!

"So I’ve fallen in love with you, and I’ll never let you go,"
-->me too. u are mine forever.

"I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know."
-->i knew it already now.

"And if you ever wonder why, I don’t know what I’ll say, but I’ll never stop loving you each and every day."
-->i will love you until my last breath sygg

"My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true."
-->dunt ever change your feeling and i know your feeling are true; from ur sincere heart.

"Just remember one thing……….
I Love You!!!!!"
-->i love you too syg. now and forever.

kenangan dan memori

2009-02-23T19:32:00.000-08:00

cinta adalah keabadian dan kenangan adalah hal yang terindah pernah di alami.
memori semalam adalah kenangan indah kita hari ini.

MATI

2009-01-03T07:30:00.001-08:00

macam mana kalau kita tahu yang kita akan mati, tetapi masih ada impian yang masih tak tercapai. Namun, impian itu ada didepan mata tapi kita tak boleh buat apa-apa sebab impian itu adalah milik orang lain...

separation

2008-12-28T09:11:00.000-08:00

if we love someone so much, how will we able to handle it if one day we are separated? and if seperated is a part of life, and you know about separation well, is it possible that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them? is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? that's my loneliness....

sign between us

2008-12-16T08:57:00.000-08:00

every word i say,

i mean it.

every single day,

i feel it.

i can read the signs between us,

i feel it inside when you come nearer.

there's a stillness in the air like no one else is there.

and every moment stays in the moment.

-neyra shazeyra-

2008-11-03T22:32:00.000-08:00

I Love You

Sweetheart...
I want to be in your arms,
I want to feel your touch,
I want your lips on mine,
for I love you very much...

You're always on my mind
and I'm thinking about you everytime....
Want to let you know...
My heart is where your love lies...

in LOVE

2008-08-27T18:26:00.000-07:00

The mark of a true crush
Is that you fall in love first
And grope for reasons afterward
You can't blame gravity for falling in love

I wonder why?

2008-08-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

I wonder why you fell love with me?
There are times when I look in the mirror
When I'm getting dressed and I look at myself
And I wonder what it is that you see in me
That I can't see in myself.

I have many scars,
I have many flaws
But you tell me of how you look
Way beyond these things I have.
You tell me that you see perfection...perfection in your eyes.
The scars are not my fault.
The flaws bring out my beauty that I have been hiding within.

I wonder why you still put up with me?
When it takes me a while to understand your sense of humor,
Your cute little jokes
But you're still here
And you still love me like
No other woman you have ever loved before.

I wonder why I'm still here?
When I can't seem to understand me,
Why I cry at times for no apparent reason.
I wonder why you put up with my silly little tantrums?
You just smile and tell me that it brings out the
Cute side of me.

I wonder why it's difficult to accept myself
And not think I'm a failure.
But you are there for me
And always have been
And always will be.
You say that you can't be mad at me; it's not in you.
You understand me because you love me
With all your heart.

I wonder why you have accepted me for "who I am"?
And you ALWAYS tell me this:
"Baby, your scars and your flaws are there for a reason,
and one reason alone. The scars saved your life and the flaws are simply your inner beauty that you have hidden all your life. Both combined have brought me to you...the INCREDIBLE woman that you are. The woman that has made me so happy and my life so complete."
I cry with tears of joy,
And a smile on my face.
And I'm so blessed that God
Gave me you, and you to me.
Though we may have some difficulties at times
In our relationship,
But it's a time when our love for each other
Will grow stronger each and every day.

I wonder why I fell so madly in love with you?
Because God gave me a chance to fall in love again,
And he gave me you...my lover, and my very BEST friend forever!

What I Love About You

2008-08-20T21:28:00.000-07:00

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

If

2008-08-20T00:35:00.000-07:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

A Special World

2008-08-18T22:55:00.000-07:00

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

i can't hate you anymore

2008-08-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

An empty room can be so deafening,

The silence makes you want to scream,

It drives you crazy.

I chased away the shadows of your name,

And burned the picture in a frame

But it couldn't save me.

But how could we quit something we never even tried?

Well, you still can't tell me why.
We built it up to watch it fall

Like we meant nothing at allI gave and gave the best of me

But couldn't give you what you need

You walked away,

you stole my life

Just to find what you're looking for,

But no matter how I try,

I can't hate you anymore.

I can't hate you anymore.
You're not the person that you used to be,

The one i want who wanted me.

And that's a shame.

But theres only so many tears that you can cry,

Before it drains the life right from your eyes,

And i cant go on that way.

chenta itu...

2008-08-17T22:31:00.000-07:00

Chenta didambakan tiap insan. Tidak kiralah chenta itu dilihat dari sudut apa. Perasaan ingin dicintai dan mencinta pasti akan subur di hati. Tidak keterlaluan jika dikatakan dengan chentalah, manusia mampu mengapai kejayaan dan kebahagiaan dalam hidup. Chenta umpama titian yang membawa manusia ke jalan yang sebenarnya. Dengan chenta, manusia akan jadi hebat dan kuat. Percaya pd chenta krn disitu ada azimatnya!

Chenta sejati sukar dicari dan dimiliki. Bersyukurlah sekiranya kamu pernah dianugerahkan rasa cinta itu. Kadang2 kerana ketaksuban dan keinginan terhadap chenta yang lain, insan sanggup meraba2 dlm pencarian. Sedangkan chenta yg sebenar telah berada di depan mata namun langsung tak dipandang. Akhirnya, begitulah chenta… dipersia dan menderita! Alangkah ruginya kerana tidak menikmati keindahan chenta dengan setulus hati hanya kerana kesilapan kecil yg membelenggu diri.

Chenta amat mahal takrifnya. Chenta hanya tertulis pd perkataan ttp gagal dilihat pada zahir. Kerana, chenta itu adlh tanggungjwb di mana wujudnya ksetiaan dan kejujuran yg bersatu di dlmnya. Ingat pd yg satu, jujur pd yg setia, setia pd yg kasih, kasih pd yg rindu, rindulah pd yg menyayangimu. Chenta itu takkan hadir kalu tak dicari. Chenta jgk takkan ada kalu takde sape yg mmberi, tp mencari biarlah pada yg sudi. Bkn meminta pd yg simpati. Itulah erti sbnar chenta yg suci dan sejati…

unperfect girl

2008-08-17T11:01:00.000-07:00

i nid some1 who really care n luv me wif ol his heart.. I nid some1 who appreciate me... some1 who treat me lyke a princess... i wan a guy who noe how much important my existent in his lyfe.. who col me ‘dear’ , ‘princess’ or any special names..

I nid a guy who r owez accompany me.. spent most of his tyme wif me.. stay beside me n stay awake juz to watch me sleep.. da boy who owez dher wen m sad n crying.. da boy who kisses my 4head, caress my hair gently n stare in2 ma eyes n rub my jaw.. holding my handz in front of his frenz juz 2 show em dat m his gf.. wan 2 show me off da whole world!!

And da important thing iz I nid some1 who constantly reminding me of hw much he cares bot me n hw lucky he iz to hv me..

I noe dat m x a perfect gurl coz m owez spill things out… m pretty clumsy n owez heart broken, fucking damn sad n thn I’ll crying 4 any rezen smtimes.. nthing will go in a ryte way.. suxx!! m such a failure..useless!! nobody perfect in dis world..dat iz reality n dats y I noe dat m unperfect..